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a story with no beginning and no end. I want to share with you a process; a process that
totally transformed my life. Many of the things that happened during this process are
archetypal, and I am sure you will find your own story within mine. As I traveled the U.S.
and Canada sharing what happened in my life with others, so many people came up and said:
"That sounds so much like what I am going through."
Let me start the sharing of this process by giving you a brief background. I was born in New York City on August 29th, 1941. I spent the major part of my adult years living in France and working as a fashion photographer. I experienced a very successful career and was fortunate to work for many of the best magazines. During one of my assignments for French Vogue I met and fell deeply in love with a French woman by the name of Nathalie, who was at that time an editor. We subsequently married and had four children together. Meeting and sharing my life with Nathalie felt like a constant showering of magical dust sent down by the Divine, and my life prospered in many ways. In the safety of the love we shared, my heart opened in ways I had not previously known, and the more my heart opened the more I felt I grew as a person. For over 20 years I lived in the blessing of this love until the early 1990's when Nathalie felt the need to experience life on her own. My heart shattered when she left, the pain rendered me totally dysfunctional, and for the next four to five years I lived obsessed with my misfortune, raising four children, and feeling very angry and desperately sorry for myself. One of the therapists I was seeing, a wonderful and loving woman by the name of Ava Brenner, said that one day I would build an alter to commemorate this event in my life, and my thoughts were: "I can't believe I'm paying $80 an hour to hear this."
At that time it felt as if my life was in a shambles. I retold this story many times during my training sessions, and what follows is a transcript off of a tape that I recorded.
I'm going to see if I can empower you with visualization which is really what I'm about. The whole thrust of what I have come to share with you is that the future you're going to have tomorrow you actually start creating now. Sometimes very small actions that we take have large powerful consequences in our life. I think in order for you, or for anybody to appreciate what I'm going to share with you in the next couple of days, it's important for you to know my personal story, to understand how I was introduced to Cell Tech, where my life was, and where its gone since then. I've noticed as I travel around the country that my story is an archetypal story. I think a lot of people are going to hear at least part of their story inside my story, and a lot of the illustrations I use are from different people saying the same thing with a different voice. Even though some of the words are almost identical to words that I would choose to use, I hear them mouthed by Daryl Kollman and I hear them mouthed by kids in South Central LA; I've heard them mouthed by Double Diamonds, and algae eaters all over the country. One of the things that I've heard a lot is: algae is a magnet that attracts caring people. Another thing is that an amazing amount of people were at a time in their life where hope was not the most powerful force existing for them at that particular time.
In my case, I was in a deep depression for over four years, and had been through a really traumatic experience. I was single parenting four kids; and if I was good at something at that time of my life it was that I was great at being the victim. It's not a very self empowering place to be, but it was the fact of where I was.
For most of my adult life I had been a fashion photographer and traveled the world, having been very successful in my field. I had a full and enriching life.
I lived probably 20-25 years in Paris and outside of Paris. I've been just about everywhere and have photographed some of the most exciting people in the contemporary world. I moved back to America with the hope of exposing my children to my heritage. I had only two of the children at that time. I also had a sense that things in Europe were going to change; that the future was going to be a little bit different than the present, and it didn't look like it was getting a lot brighter. There was a fairly severe economic squeeze, and there was, what I experienced as, a lot of negativity and a lot of depression, especially amongst the young people. I am a big believer in positive thought so I wanted to go back to America so that my kids could experience that freedom. But what happened was that when I got back there my life fell apart.
Everything all unraveled. Imagine there is a big tapestry of the picture of my life, of what I thought it would be like-a successful father, husband, photographer, and a certain lifestyle. It was a pretty secure picture, one that I had formed, obviously, pretty early in my life. That picture fell apart; all the threads of the tapestry were unraveled on the floor, and I was in a lot of fear. I would lie awake at night wondering what I could possibly do.
I had saved some money over the 25-30 years, because being an artist I didn't have anything like social security to fall back on. I went through my life savings very quickly. It was gone in less than two years. It was amazing how I had miscalculated. Sometimes you think $50,000-$100,000 is a lot of money. I'd never actually accumulated that much money because I was always doing things, buying things, spending money, and living well. So even though, in my mind, I thought I had a lot, when it actually came time and I stopped working for six months to a year, or wasn't working at the same rate that I'd been working at, it was amazing how fast the money disappeared. I would lie awake at night and wonder to myself--what could I do? I was very depressed. I was wondering what was going to happen to my children, and what was happening to my family. My wife had really been the social person, and she had a very large family with lots of brothers and sisters. That was my connection out into the universe.
Fear is really just imagined pain.
One thing I've learned since all this fell apart and I was lying there in fear, is that fear is really just imagined pain because most of the things that I feared during that time of my life never came to pass. I would sit there and imagine a lot of negative things. I think I could have stopped all this a lot sooner, but I didn't realize how important it is that our attitude (our change of attitude) can really change our life. I was convinced that if I could just change one person's viewpoint and have her come back and be with me that everything in my life would again be well. It was very controlling and manipulative, but it was where I was at the time. I wanted the love through one particular face and in the way that I was used to getting the love. Because I wasn't getting it the way I wanted, I felt that I wasn't getting it at all.
Love is eternal and it is always present, even if we can't feel it. We are all children of God. We might not know this consciously; we might forget it, but it can never not be a Divine creation.
Never did I dream, at the time when I was depressed, that there was a family (so vibrant, so powerful, so large) waiting to embrace me and my children.
There was no way I could have imagined it. Even though I had friends in the fashion industry, I had never been received by a community like the Cell Tech community. Now, most of the time when I travel on weekends, I tend to bring my kids with me, or at least one of them, because I'm away a lot of weekends. And this is my way of giving them a good time. We have fun; we travel by airplane; they meet other kids, and we get to spend special time together. We've been going to really great places. Everywhere they go they're embraced into these large families where they feel well received.
So as I was lying in bed (those evenings I probably never slept more than two hours in a stretch), I was in a very bad state. I would go into my office during the day and start looking through papers of who I was going to call for jobs. I had no motivation to go out and take photographs, because I had really been doing it the last few years just to support my family. My passion was gone. In fact I didn't know how to turn my pain into a passion. There was nothing that I was passionate about except my children. And I used to sit there and think to myself--how am I going to get out of this hole? Then something amazing happened. I have a cart with wheels in my office that has three baskets. We get them at a home office depot. You can keep papers and things in an in-basket and out-basket. If I was sitting I could touch it with my arm. I had papers in one of the baskets and I had books in another. You'll never guess what was in the top basket. Has anybody got an idea what was in the top basket? Tapes! I probably had a dozen opportunity tapes that people had sent to me in the mail. When I first moved back to America I had gotten involved in network marketing. I had seen an ad in the paper saying something about residual income. I knew something about residual income because I had friends who were artists, rock and roll stars, or movie people.
My sister is a very well known photographer and author, and is married to Kurt Vonnegut who is a wonderful, successful writer. Her name is Jill Krementz and she has created a number of wonderful books on her own. You might know them. She has books called A Very Young Gymnast and A Very Young Rider from her Very Young Series. And also How It Feels To Fight For Your Life and How it Feels When A Parent Dies from her How it Feels Series. These books contain beautiful photographs of young kids with sensitively written testimonials and first person narratives. I knew she was doing very well selling these books over the years. The same was true of my friends that were artists. They would create works of art that would then build them residual income.
So I knew about this concept and appreciated it. I had never heard of network marketing in all my years in Europe, so when I read this ad there was something about it that really attracted me. I went to a meeting. I was living in California at the time, and this guy drew circles over everything. He talked about five people--get five people and you have 125 people, and then you have 500 people. Then you're sipping pina colada on the beach somewhere in Tahiti and you're making money while everybody's making phone calls.
I wasn't too impressed by the idea of selling phone subscriptions, but when I went home I couldn't sleep that night because the idea that I could have a thousand people in my life actually working while I was doing something else, really intrigued me.
As I came here today I spent time in the plane and had a really good trip. I read and wrote using my computer. I know that I've got literally thousands of people making phone calls. There might have been two to five to ten thousand hours of phone calls made in my organization today. I don't even know how many new people were added. I don't even need to worry about it anymore. So the visualization of a reality that I dreamed about those ten years ago actually came to pass.
It took a long time, but I love this idea. I spent years looking at different companies. I tried selling discount telephone rates; I tried diet cookies; I tried gold and silver jewelry, and until I actually discovered Cell Tech I had had some moderate success, but I'd never had any of the kind of success that I have had in Cell Tech.
When I take certain actions, if those actions aren't in alignment with my higher self, I can beat my head against a wall, but those actions aren't going to be fruitful for me.
I did many things in trying to share networking opportunities and people always said, "Wow! You're really exciting and we love the idea of networking, but selling jewelry or selling telephone or diet cookies just doesn't do it for us." But I was saying, "Just do like I do. Sell lifestyle until something better comes along." I never really created a lot of momentum. I don't know if any of you have ever felt what I felt when I joined Cell Tech. When you joined Cell Tech did you feel there was a big vacuum that just drew you into it? You could almost hear the sucking noise? Well, I felt that when I joined Cell Tech I plugged into a consciousness that was more than just my own.
Let me go back a little bit. I'm sitting there at my desk, depressed and wondering how I am going to get out of this hole, and I remember a story. There's a lady who lives in a little rural town and a flood starts to come. The rivers start to rise in this town. The water comes up to just about the level of her doorstep, and a man comes by in a rowboat and he says, "Mildred! Mildred! Get in! Get in! I'll take you to safety." And she says, "No! I think the water's going down. I'm fine; I'm fine." A couple of hours later, the water is up above her first story. She's on the second story and another boat comes by, and says, "Mildred! Come on and get in the boat." She says, "No, I've got too much stuff here. I think the water's going to go down in a minute. I'll be fine." Then she's up on the roof when the third boat comes by and she doesn't get in the boat-she dies and she goes to heaven. When she gets to heaven she looks and she says, "God, I don't understand. I went to church every single Sunday. I taught Sunday school. I was a good mother. I was a good grandmother. I did everything by the book. And when I had my first big challenge you didn't save me! What happened?" He says, "Mildred, I sent you four boats!"
What happened to me is the same. I kept saying to myself, "God, why am I in such pain? I've been a good father. I'm a good husband. Why do difficult, challenging, bad things happen to good people!" Little did I know that each day all I had to do was to reach into my basket. I had the tapes for months (I think I had 10 to 15 tapes; I'd never really counted them). In other words, the solution to all my challenges was right there but I didn't recognize it. It was only a few feet away, right within arms reach.
We all have windows of opportunities surrounding us at all moments, that we actually don't recognize.
It's like the person who loses a piece of gold and walks right by ten piles of silver because he's just looking for the gold. I thought about this for months afterwards. What made me pick up the tape the day that I picked it up? If I could figure out what made me pick up the tape, maybe I can get some other people to pick it up too! I've mailed out tapes that haven't been picked up-not yet anyway. And so I did pick up the tape and like I told you at the time it didn't seem like a very important gesture.
A small gesture can make such a big effect as it leverages out.
That's the whole concept of our business-when you leverage something out. If I was to stay where I'm pointed now and start walking I would be going in one direction and I would end up in the middle of the wall, but if I make a slight alteration now, just turn a few degrees, then I will walk directly to the door.
If I don't make a small adjustment when I get to the middle of the
wall, it takes a lot more energy to change direction, walk along the
wall, and then out the door. So a small adjustment now saves me a lot
of effort down the road.
The reason that I picked up the tape was because it had a name on it
that I recognized. The name was Kare & Charles Possick. I had never
met the Possicks, but the Possicks had written me letters for over
eight years. They had written me letters about-come on a cruise and
learn about networking; they had written me a letter about-buy our
mailing lists; they had written me letters about tools to improve my
networking business. I was just on a mailing list and the Possicks just
never let up. I think every two or three months I got a letter. It got to
a point where I didn't even open it when I saw the name, because I
knew I would throw it out. I don't think that Charles knew what would
happen when he sent me the first letter. I don't think he had the
intent: "Oh boy, Tony Kent, Santa Fe, NM. I'm going to get this guy for
Cell Tech." He didn't even know Cell Tech existed! Yet I turned out to
be probably 25-30% of Charles' business. It was one of the best
things, probably, in terms of recruiting he ever did, and he did it
unconsciously. But he did have an awareness of what he was doing,
and his intent was to be persevering and to be consistent. In order
words, just because I didn't answer didn't matter. I don't know what
he does to keep qualifying people, but he sent me letters for eight
years, and it's probably going to make him a lot of money in his life;
just because he was persistent and consistent. And he didn't know
what he was doing when he started directly in relation to Cell Tech any
more than I knew what I was doing when I picked up the tape. I'd love
to stand up here in front of you and say, "Oh, I made this incredible
decision. I was so smart to find Cell Tech." It was really in spite of
myself.
So... I took that tape, put it in my car, and listened to it. It was the
original Ray Cassano tape, and I thought, "This is great! I'm going to
eat a BG bite; I'm going to go to heaven! My life is all going to be
fixed!" I was really excited. I was a 30 year vegetarian and it made a
lot of sense to me when I heard them talk about minerals, quality, and
everything else. In fact, I was eating minerals, trace minerals, amino
acids, ginseng, and spirulina. My medicine cabinet looked like a shelf
in the local health food store. My icebox was full of bottles, and I had
powders everywhere. I also had massive heartburn, indigestion, and
gas from eating all these things. But I didn't know. They said it made
you feel better. But it never addressed the cause of why I wasn't
feeling good in the first place. And that's what really attracted me to
the algae. They talked about addressing the cause of why I was
tired. They talked about making connections; they talked about eating
a wild-crafted food deep from the womb of nature. They talked about
eating something from an ecosystem that was the richest biomass on
the earth. They talked about something that was holistic and pure and
clean: that it was made by God and not put together by some
scientists in a lab who thought that a combination of this and a
combination of that would be good for my system. It felt to me like
there was a lot of truth in what I was listening to.
I came home and called up Kare Possick and introduced myself and
said, "Please don't talk to me about the business opportunity. Don't
talk to me about network marketing because I've already done that
part, but I just want to eat this stuff and that's all I want to do." She
said, "No problem." She was really warm, loving and accommodating.
A few days later my package came. It wasn't quite as pretty as our
new EAT kits, but it was a good package. It was the original Sure Start
package that consisted of Acidophilus, enzymes, Alpha and
Omega. Does everybody in the room understand what those four
products are? Anybody that doesn't? Don't be bashful. Good. I started
the program like I was told to do. I started taking some enzymes and
some Acidophilus. A couple of weeks went by and I was up to four
Alpha and four Omega, and had accelerated the program as I tend to
do. If somebody had asked me if I was feeling any different I would
have had to say, "I can't notice anything." I was probably so
depressed at that time you might have hit me in the back of the head
with a sledge hammer and I might not have noticed that either. I
wasn't really into subtle differences in my body. I was just trying to
exist from moment to moment and hour to hour.
Health is a lot more subtle than sickness.
One morning I was changing a pair of trousers, and I reached in, and
was taking things from my pockets and transferring them to the new
trousers, and I found an unopened tube of antacid tablets. I thought:
wow that is interesting, because I realized when I took it out of my
pocket that it had been in my pocket all week and I hadn't even
opened it. It was a very strong revelation, because what I noticed was
that health is a lot more subtle than sickness. In other words, I had
had heartburn for four or five years in a row. I was taking five to ten
antacids a day. The heartburn would go away, but was not stopped
from coming back. So it was fixing the problem but it wasn't curing the
cause of the problem. Because I wasn't having any heartburn I had
totally spaced it. It wasn't like: Oh the algae's gotten rid of my
heartburn, or the enzymes, or the Acidophilus. I wasn't even aware
that I wasn't having heartburn because I wasn't thinking about it. This
was a big lesson to me because as I introduced the algae to hundreds
of other people, there were many people who told me they didn't
notice anything different, and I remembered to say-I didn't notice
anything different, yet there were a lot of differences.
I was impressed with that, and started thinking about it all day, and it
was a Friday. That Friday night my kids wanted to go see a
movie. Now, going to a movie with dad at that time, meant that we
would get into the movie, they'd get loaded up with popcorn and soft
drinks, and we'd sit down. I'd have one kid on either side, and they
would kind of keep tabs on me because when my head got down too
far and my snoring got too loud-whap! I'd get the elbows so they
wouldn't be embarrassed. I think when you're in a depression the first
thing you tend to do when you relax is to fall asleep. I decided that
night that I was going to try a new experience. I was going to try to
actually watch the movie. So I took four more Alpha and four more
Omega at about 6:00 o'clock and off we went to the movie. We get to
the movie and all of a sudden we're through the trailers, and the
commercials; and we're actually into the movie, and I notice my kids
heads keep turning to look at me, and I wonder, "What are they
looking at? Have I spilled popcorn?" I didn't even have popcorn. I
hadn't even bought any. I wasn't hungry. I couldn't believe this! So,
then I realized: Oh my gosh, I'm awake! I'm conscious! I watched the
whole movie without falling asleep. This was a new experience after a
number of years of having not done that. We used to get movies on
video and I'd drive my kids nuts because every fifteen minutes they'd
have to rewind it because I'd missed a part.
I went home that night and got the kids to bed, and then I was
remembering some of the things said in the tape. I found myself
walking around my office, and I wouldn't say, like the people on the
tape, that I was vacuuming my house, but I was arranging my office.
I would take papers from one pile and walk over and put them on
another pile. I was walking around not knowing what I was doing but I
was alert, and it was getting to be 11:00 o'clock and 12:00 o'clock at
night. While I was moving all the papers I started to think about the
algae, and I said, "I'm going to check out this stuff." I went to get my
box that everything had come in. When I did that I discovered the
book, August Celebration. Has anybody here not read this book yet? I
started to read this book, at about 12:00 midnight, and what was
amazing (and this is really the truth from my heart) when I read this
book was that I finished it that night, and I knew in every cell of my
body that my life was going to be changed forever. I didn't need
anything more than the experience I'd had that day and what I
experienced in this book. As I got involved in Cell Tech and built my
business, this was the book that I used like a thermometer. Originally
when I joined this was not part of every EAT kit, so people didn't get
it. But the moment I thought somebody had a potential to be
interested in the business, I almost always made them order the EAT
kit plus this book. I'd jam it down their throat like a thermometer and
if they came up hot I knew I had a business builder. If they came up
cold, I knew that it wasn't the time yet. I didn't discard them or
anything. I knew if they weren't jazzed by reading this book, that was
not a problem, but I didn't find a single person that built a business
under me that wasn't absolutely in love with this book. I've read it
many, many times since then. I really, truly do love this book and as I
read it the second, third, fourth, and fifth time it became a lot more
fun because I started to know a lot of the people. I had met
Showshawne, I had met Kim Bright, I'd met Katherine Clark.
Talking about little gestures that can sometimes change futures, think
about Showshawne sticking his foot in Kim Bright's door so she can't
close it on Thanksgiving Day. If she had closed the door she would
have closed the door on an amazing future for herself. It was a small
opening that Showshawne had, and he went through that opening. I
think the last I heard was that Kim had 275,000 people in her
downline. And Showshawne probably had even more because he got
his foot in the door, because he made a little gesture. That's not a big
gesture. I mean I can do it. You can all do it. If you're eating algae
you can put your foot in people's doors. You just have to have the
power of belief and conviction that Showshawne had.
Now remember, when he started he didn't have the belief system of
300,000 people with him. It makes a big difference to be part of a
collective group where when you put your foot out you've got 300,000
people putting their energy with you. Showshawne was all by
himself. Not that many people even knew about algae yet. So the
gesture he made-it just shows how one person, one individual can
change mass consciousness. Look at what Gandhi did with India. He
brought the biggest empire of its time basically to its knees-a small,
frail guy who, I think, weighed 95 pounds. And he did it by spending
most of his time on his knees.
It's not that he had to take big, violent action.
He just had to take action that was in harmony with who he was and
what his purpose in life was. And that is really a lot about what I've
come to share with you this weekend.
How many people here (raise your hand) have a written, memorized
purpose statement. Not goals. Three people, four people out of a
hundred. This is a normal percentage and wouldn't you say that that's
the most powerful tool you have in your life? I mean, if people were to
ask me, "Tony, what did you do to build such a big business?" I would
say, "I knew what I wanted to accomplish, and I knew why I wanted
to accomplish it."
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